Thursday, April 8, 2010

Determination

She had an insolent pout and was unapologetic about it.
The tilt of her head showed pride and a hint of aggression.
She was a go getter, proactive to the core, She was not going to let anything stand in her way.
This was me....this used to be me

They say he that is down need fear no fall.
But I feel lower than low
My heart is in my foot
My head is filled with vacuum
I am numb, all I perceive is nothingness
It is his fault, he did this to me
All by being himself , it is his way
consigned me to these frenzied feelings of self-doubt, self-loathing, self-induced torture
And I feel this way every month